The story I long to tell has no end. The story
will take the rest of my life to play out. It is a story in which anything can
happen. It is a story about you [and me].
I will spend the hours by your side in meditation, counting
your fingers and toes, counting the hairs upon your head, counting each breath
you take, counting each beat of your heart.
I dare to gaze unwaveringly into your eyes until I see
myself there gazing back at me.
I see your lips move; I hear the tinkling of each syllable, forming
the notes of the song you sing to my heart. It is a song of perpetual love.
There is never enough time; eternity is not long enough for
me to experience the fullness of you. I
cling to and cherish every moment with you as they slip away.
I fill my mind with images of your face from every possible angle.
I enfold every expression.
You are ageless and timeless. I see only that exquisite being that has
remained unchanged since the moment you were born.
I make my home in your presence where ever you may be.
In your presence I feel and welcome your every emotion, your
excitement, your fears, your love and passion for life all swirling around inside of
you. With every fibre of my being I
strain to I expand to contain and experience, every aspect and nuance of you at
once held inside my masculine sphere.
I create a safe space for you to rest then wait for you to
alight in my outstretched arms.
I open my soul to you and the truth of my vulnerability
Yes, I have fallen under your spell.
I willingly surrender and offer up my all to the crucible that
is your fire to have burned away that which is inauthentic, to incinerate the
last vestiges of that which splinters humanity and separates us from each other.
Every man senses the force you are to transform this world
yet few dare express in words and deeds. Thus they engender only your distrust
with their silence and irreverent gestures. Every man knows who you are in his
heart of hearts but allows himself to remain blinded by false pride and fear,
offering up to the world only force, the tool of ignorance. Each day I pray that
the veils may be lifted from the eyes of every man so that they may stand in
awe of thee, for within you lies the quintessential source of life, for thou art